Inspire me

What inspires you? For me it's mostly emotion. And since the strongest emotions I tend to feel are negative (sadness, anger), that's usually what my creativity reflects. Like when I write poetry, which I don't do much anymore, it tends to be kind of depressing. It's too bad, really, because generally I'm a happy person anyway. Shouldn't my work reflect that? Even my blog posts are tediously serious most of the time. Yet I'm someone who craves comedy, who seeks it and thrives on laughter. Is that because I can't find it inside myself, so I need to seek it elsewhere? I really don't think so. I just like to surround myself with happiness to compliment my happiness. And my sad/mad writing is just an outlet. But I wish I could put that happiness I feel into words.

Why do I blog? Because I have something to say. No matter how mundane, there's always some thought process going on in my head - even when I'm sleeping (which is why I'm a borderline insomniac I'm sure!). Sometimes the thoughts just spill out any way they can... So, haha, that's what you guys all get to read, my verbal diarrhea! Lovely.

On that note, I depart for restless sleeplessness. Hooray for the Sox winning 2 out of 3 against Texas despite having a pussy closer. Not hooray for my overworked body and brain. I promise a more coherent blog next time!